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    October 28

    knock knock..

    I want to get away from
    all this harsh reality,
    Give me a break, a little escape
    I am so tired of being me



    I wanna be free, i wanna be new and different..



    October 26

    crystal plane

    crystal plane

    起飞的时候很困难
    但还是努力的冲向天空
    带着从不曾有的勇

    飞起来=)

    if

    if you have negative energy, go take a hot bath and
    let it dissipate before you share it with others.
    No one really cares about negative energy you might have, so why share it???
    October 25

    innocence

    Who am i ? i am who?????????SIGH…why does this question appear in my mind again!!!!..what’s wrong with me..i really hate this feeling of doubt! arrrr…!! i wanna screaming out loudly now!!! Arrr…arrrr…arrrrr…ok….now it’s done. =)  let’s the music addicted to me when i feel bad about myself..

    Waking up I see that
    everything is ok
    The first time in my
    life and now it's so great
    Slowing down I look around
    and I am so amazed
    I think about the little
    things that make life great
    I wouldn't change I think about it
    This is the best feeling
    [Chorus]
    This innocence is brilliant
    I hope that it will stay
    This moment is perfect
    Please don't go away
    I need you now
    And I'll hold on to it
    Don't you let it pass you by
    I found a place so safe,
    not a single tear
    The first time in my
    life and now it's so clear
    Feel calm, I belong,
    I'm so happy here
    It's so strong and now
    I let myself be sincere
    I wouldn't change I think about it
    This is the best feeling
    [Chorus]
    This innocence is brilliant
    I hope that it will stay
    This moment is perfect
    Please don't go away
    I need you now
    And I'll hold on to it
    Don't you let it pass you by
    It's a state of bliss,
    you think you're dreaming
    It's the happiness inside
    that you're feeling
    It's so beautiful it
    makes you wanna cry
    It's a state of bliss,
    you think you're dreaming
    It's the happiness inside
    that you're feeling
    It's so beautiful it
    makes you wanna cry
    It's so beautiful it
    makes you wanna cry
    This innocence is brilliant
    Makes she wanna cry
    This innocence is brilliant
    Please don't go away
    Cus I need you now
    And I'll hold on to it
    Don't you let it pass you by
    [Chorus]
    This innocence is brilliant
    I hope that it will stay
    This moment is perfect
    Please don't go away
    I need you now
    And I'll hold on to it
    Don't you let it pass you by

    October 18

    对的人

    爱虽然很美妙
    却不能为了寂寞
    又陷了泥沼
    爱要耐心等待
    仔细寻找
    感觉很重要
    宁可空白了手
    等候一次
    真心的拥抱
    我相信在这个世界上
    一定会遇到
    对的人出现在眼角

    <tata>

    I like to listen to chi lam’s songs especially this one < 祝君好> because i got a feeling about the music video when i heard..it;’s super nice..everytime i listen to this song, i’m sure it will repeat more than a few times till my soulmate “beh-tahan” to me..hahaa…

    I saw a rainbow in the sky on that day ( i’ve already forgotten when..just know within this week ) i really get excited when i saw it, because it’s been a really long long long time that i didn’t see the rainbow!!!!…red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo & violet. So nice arrr... =) not only that, rainbow means to me is a good sign like fortune…hahaha..although it doesn’t have any scientifically  proven cases la..it’s only just my personal perception..=3 paiseh-nya..i;m still naïve ya!!!hahaaa

    11.10.09 (Sunday) we went to bukit tabur to see the sunrise. Unfortunately due to bad weather that morning, we cant see it..sobbsoobb..

    im just back from Tanjung Malim yesterday with geng css friends. We stayed 2 days 1 night in yenwen’s house because we attended to our new batch of css junior who organize< 生活营> towards primary school pupils at slim river there. Meanwhile, we also went to see a waterfall located at ?? (i forgot the name of this place..kekeee.. & went on a picnic at proton city area) syok-nya!! Thanks to yenwen & yen wei to be our “small” tour guides yaa and of course thanks to yenwen’s mother, father & brother who are treated us so well.

    Yyooooo…my semester holiday already finished. sad-nya.. haiz..the short sem will reopen on Monday.

    i started getting scared coz need to take 2 subjects, fyp, campaign, , <parttime job- i am still searching time that match me)etc....>.<!!!! and wonder about my ability how to handle it all!!! But i really gotta try something new experience !!! =3  bless me everything is going well..=) & my 1st part time job will be on 31th october (saturday) & duration of the charity walkathon event one day only. so , now i'm waiting other part time job find me as well...hahhaha...aza=aza fighting yo!!!! =)




    October 17

    I knew…

    I knew…

    it’s not easy to build a bridge in my future life.

    But i gotta try..

    Because life only pass us once….

    October 16

    yippiyayyayippiyayaaya

    SmileOpen-mouthedWinkSurprisedTongue outHot
    guys...ARE YOU READY????????
    today is a FUN day..
    let's dance tonight
    yippiyayyayippiyayaaya =)

    October 12

    你不是真正的快乐

    这世界笑了
    於是你合群的一起笑了
    当生存是规则
    不是你的选择
    於是你含着眼泪
    飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
    你不是真正的快乐
    你的笑只是
    你穿的保护色
    October 09

    ^my soulmate^

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    is

    chow

    voon

    fei

    haahhhaaaa..

    sot po..wish your “relative” faster come to visit you lo..

    kekkekkeee

    Muacckkss =)

    Yeaahh..i’ve finally finished my third injection for the prevention of cervical cancer. Congrats to myself ( coz everytime cucuk jarum into my hand will sure be painful after a while & finally me  stay out from this “painful”  feelings..kekeke)  and thanks to my mum (each injection costs 3++ is paid by her pocket $$$…)muacks~~~I love u mumm.. =) thannnksss..

     

    I wanna say “keep it up” to my eldest brother to his direct sales business. I can see him improvement in different ways really,  ganbatte ya..i’ll keep on supporting you and wishing for your dream come true one day =) & He is a good brother who always concern, support and give advises in my happiness and unhappiness things in my daily life..thanks to u..i promise you wont give up myself too easily when faces difficulties challenges in my life. =) <I MUST BE BRAVE because I AM GROWING UP!!!> Wink

     

    October 05

    突然累了..

    原来我只是突然累了

    原来我不说了

    原来我撑着

    撑到麻了

    what a day..

    Uumm..i planned to go to “pei xun hui” this morning..but..who knows.??.i;m not feeling well today!!..so...what can i do??

    i just stay at home alone and rest lo. (COZ my soulmate abandoned me..sobsob)

    ..heeee…luckily, .she’s  still got a heart one la Tongue out..coz she & mengchuan went & bought me breakfast + lunch + chocolate…

    thanks a lot ya =)

    hhhmmm, below is a list of activities for MYSELF 2day >,<

    • Listening music online
    • Playing online games (mario & district 9)
    • Chatting with friends at msn
    • Searching for journal articles
    • Facebook

    That is all my activities for my bOrEd Monday @-@


    October 02

    what??

    If one day the world is going to end, what will you do to fight till last breath????

    Hahhaa…why this question just strike in my mind suddenly???

    Yoooo…it may sound like a sadness quote…but..seriously get a think about it

    …uuuumm….

    my answer is....

    10

    9

    8

    7

    6

    5

    4

    3

    2

    1



     

    ”still thinking ---progress---”  =.=

    October 01

    kung fu panda said..






                                                                        kung fu pAndA sAid:


    Yesterday is a history

    Tomorrow is a mystery

    Today is a gift

    That’s why we call it the PRESENT