Uuuummm…I’m starting to let myself in holiday mood..heeeehee

 It’s not supposed to be that way…but…I wanna run away just for a moment…may I do that???????

Hhhmmmm…September is coming soon…ooh..gosh…why time flies so fast..????

May I ask time waiting for me????????? 

I;m so scared…I;m starting the fear of my future..

Is it too early to think or am I just thinking too much???????

To be honestly, I;m not a good PR…BUT…I;m striving to do my best..

Many people said that you are holding the future in your hand and just do your best and don’t regret past mistakes.…

Is that one of a kind of the motivation quotes to give people work in the spirit towards their future???

Yup..it’s definitely right…

now i want a piece of blank paper to draw my own life schedule.

it's because i don’t want my life has always been messy and confusing.

I want to live a meaningful life fully…

So, please start now..it wont be late..=)

 

 

Trust yourself, you have ABILITY to do with it…hahaha..

Luckily, today I went to ms.manicam tutorial class…yup..

When I heard this encouragement quote from her…my heart is full of spirit and my inner voice

 answering me “yes, i must trust myself”..kekekeke……

I Just met my fyp supervisor yesterday..after discuss with her, i’m so frustrated, I thought the final draft that I made is simple & perfect, will no change too much and can proceed to next part …but who knows..the life always like sudden rain things happening in this world, she pointed out each problem  and has made me doubt,  what is fyp actually???????? one word to be described in my heart is “FRUSTRATED”.

Well…yesterday has passed and became history,and what can I do now ??? Take a deep breath and go in search journal articles + read through every single part of content...

# when tomorrow comes

We must have hope

We must reach out

To every single child

When tomorrow comes

We spread our love

And make it a better day #

Haaa..so familiar with this lyric right???especially for those who attended famine 30 camp..you guys already knew this is only one part of lyric that I taken out from <tomorrow>…wahhhh…

Still remember the sign language <tomorrow>????? Hahaha..i’m quite happy and satisfied with my self  in this sign language that I had learnt..Do you know why ar??hehee..because when “xia xiang”..i always forget how to use to perform sign language. I always “same hand and same leg at same time”..hahaa..this time I found myself remembering and really got improvement….keekkekee….=)

I Don’t know when I started like to “bully” huei cheng..hehee…is false because  of setapak geng who like to bully her much (weat keat, boonyew???)…hahaha..i bully her is because like to see her eyes expression loll..kekkee.damn funny wei...

Hhhmmm…I have made a lot of friends in this camp because my role of police….keekkee..nice to meet you guys betul…=)

Ya..just read my soulmate blogspace..<  一起长大的幸福！>…touching…yup..we  knew each other almost near 4 years…I do appreciate every moment we had together ya =) thanks to you..let;s ganbatte to our own  future.. <aza-aza fighting>

"sometimes it seems like,
 there are too many roads,
and you are not sure that u will ever find the right one...."

Shush..i have a small announcement to make… that’s…..

This semester all group assign & presentation is over..…hurray.. =)

Now..i just need focus on progress of my fyp and do  preparation to final exams…

Hahaha…finally all is over…thx god…

..last 2 weeks I was heard from one of my best friend said that.. she just broke up with her bf…

They were together 5 & a half year more..haiz..i am so sad to hear that…my heart felt like torn ..how can this happened?  ??  the long relationships also can break so sudden + easily..??????

Anyway..my friend is tough and decided a new life again without her lover..glad to hear it..sokong u always…

wahhhh..good..really good today… good news finally are coming in my life again..

heeehehe…one of my kl best friends and her bf just starting a relationship..really happy to hear that…

wishes for  you….heheheh…

although sometimes the life of mixed signals in a complicated reality

but..i still believe the love is beautiful….

Love can always bring you happiness….

And I’m one my way to search for my happiness…hahaha

Wishes of my friends who is already in love from deep inside my heart..

And for those who is single and still available…wishes can meet happiness soon….hehehehe

I’m still having a bit of fever again yesterday night..

Haiz..what to do…

drink more water and rest myself early at night loll..

I want to sleep but I really cant sleep la… (reason: I;m sleeping too much these two days)

So..i’m lying here…lying there on my bed…

Aiyoo…my eyes still open bigger &  bigger.. @-@

So…I just read a magazine and wish I can get faster into my dreamland.

BUT..the result was “ I still cant sleep ar…”

then..sudden idea into my mind..heheee

I make a phone call to my each family member…

The first is my eldest brother…keee

I asked him do you miss me or not?

Hahaa..then he said “got”…

But I said I don’t want listen got..i want to listen you said “you miss me”…

Haaa..he’s  still  outside with friends..so..he just turn to slow voice  to answer “I miss you”…wakakaka…

Sweet sweet into my heart …hahaaa..

my second  naughty brother..

I asked him..do you love me? wahh..he answered so quickly..yes..i love you..after that he said he wanna go in lift now..and bye..cheh…bad la him..say also very “cincai” not sincere pun..

My father….

I blame him..when I was sick, you do not give me a call and concern to me..just mother keep calling me only..hahaa..he said..aiyoo..ah wei..i need to work and mother was  representative from him wor…haa..okla..forgive you la..i knew you work hard is because of me..i love you forever dad..

After that my mother take turns to be my reminder again…you ar..must drink more water…hahaha..yalayala...yes madam..kekekeke…

Yeah..after I finished kacau them and almost felt sleepy…. ZZZZZzzzZZZZZZZZzzz…

Gosh…my tongue is not functioning la..

I just always felt bitter taste in mouth..

I really cant tahan the taste…

Hate it betul betul la…

So…I decided to do something bad for my health today

Hhhmm..you guess what I had done to my tongue ?????????

Hehhehe..

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2

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I curi-curi go eat chocolate ice cream loll.. (belanja by my soulmate)  hehehhee

Wahhh..you know ar…I really got felt so sweet inside my tongue…

BUT

Just for awhile only lol…=(

Haiz.after that ar…my spit still felt same lol..

That’s still bitter taste in my mouth..

God…help me ar..i want to FEEL normal~~~~~~~~~

Aiyoo…yesterday night high fever until today

I felt so suffer because headache and dizziness..

I thought I will be okay after eating 2 panadol pills

But who knows?? I am becoming more serious..

so..this morning I called my brother came to bring me see the doctor…

the doctor asked me a lot of questions and i just kept answering his questions.. =(

hahha..i knew that in this sensitive periods..doctor also scared of  me…

then, he puts temperature in my mouth...after a few minutes he took it out

and ask the question again..he asked me to guess my temperature fever?

I told him 37 o’c..but..he said was wrong..the answer is “39.5 o’c”

Wahh..i cant believe..why my fever was so high???

Questions (again)..have you been overseas before??

Haiz..dont have la..my dearest doctor…

Finally…hahhaa..he told me  must drink plenty of water, milo, eat porridge & bread for only a period of time..+ eat medicine loll..

Wah..u know ar..the medicine has made my tongue became sooo bitter…=(

so, i go to sleep for a whole day straight & i starting to feel better finally arr,,

Afternoon Raymond sent so funny sms to me and said that “must sleep over 12 hours” + cancel all activities included online…and will be recovered from fever soon” wor....if not must see doctor again..coz worry burn the fever to my brain…

Choi…burn the fever to my brain…hhahaaa…

 Thx to my dearest soulmate take care of me & friends...

 Lastly..i would like to say sorry to my mother because made her worried and cried for me…

Sorry..sorry…sorry and..i love u mom…muacks…

Yo..today’s chow voon fei birthday..

Wishes her have a wonderful day and dreams come true..

Hahaha..that one siao po cried in front of me last night..

Aiyyooo..big girl lor..still cry ar..shy shy loll..hehehe

I prefer see you smile at me la..hehehee..

Although..i know we both  are quite emo recently in different types of our own scope..

But I wish we were striving to make our life successfully and happy always ya

Don’t worry be happy..i believe god sure will indirectly guide us in our daily life...

(this sentence as being useful when I felt helpless)

Hahaa...it's not just believe god la…I must also believe in myself as well..kkekeee

Yo..everything seems will end soon for this semester..

But…that’s not a perfect ending to me..

Because I was realized that my weaknesses still exist in my thoughts…

Haa….what can I do to help better myself ler??????

Reset my goal and start my new life again..

It’s doesn’t afraid of anything…the important is know where you stand with your right..

Hahaha..it's time to change my life for better…

I must truly understand  myself first...

and that's not easy because towards more practical way.

IQ+EQ must know how to manage & LOVE them…kakaka

Yup…that;s life waiting I’m coming to discover “life’s secret” by myself..

I’m starting to get tired and scared of almost everything..

Maybe I’m lost again..

Is this the normal in early warning signs of all teenagers who are lost in their own track???

God..please seee..

How low self-esteem carried out by myself..

Ohhh..gosh…

I don’t want..dont want back to the past, I want  enjoy present in order to create my own future ..

Remember..Please always being honest with yourself..

Because I like the way of lgw who is full of characteristics of Sagittarius  "."

This week schedule cannot be imagined..

Coz..gather many things sama-sama that need to do within short period of time …

God…give me strong energy…push push push..:-)

I Just bought  "mina" magazine(???) and I don’t  even know this magazine before..

But..the reason why I bought ler?

Hahhaa..coz the cover girl is ariel lin (lin yi cheng)

Wahh..she’s really pretty, lovely and attractive lor..

And make my subconscious have a strong feel want to buy this magazine..

Wakakakaa..

Right now I’m listening the songs of “lonely northern hemisphere” & her new release album <幸福遇见> sing from her..

Wahhhh again…her voice so nice man…

Hahahahhaa..let;’s laugh together…& welcome to August 1^st  is coming

Hehehehehehehhahahahahhahahhohoohohhahahehehehehohoohohohho

Wahhh..a new month again…so…put more in the  spirit of  learning ya..

Good luck to myself and all students in UTAR..

Let’s us hand together and move further ya…kekkeke