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    October 16

    yippiyayyayippiyayaaya

    SmileOpen-mouthedWinkSurprisedTongue outHot
    guys...ARE YOU READY????????
    today is a FUN day..
    let's dance tonight
    yippiyayyayippiyayaaya =)

    October 12

    你不是真正的快乐

    这世界笑了
    於是你合群的一起笑了
    当生存是规则
    不是你的选择
    於是你含着眼泪
    飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
    你不是真正的快乐
    你的笑只是
    你穿的保护色
    October 09

    ^my soulmate^

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    my soulmate my soulmate

    is

    chow

    voon

    fei

    haahhhaaaa..

    sot po..wish your “relative” faster come to visit you lo..

    kekkekkeee

    Muacckkss =)

    Yeaahh..i’ve finally finished my third injection for the prevention of cervical cancer. Congrats to myself ( coz everytime cucuk jarum into my hand will sure be painful after a while & finally me  stay out from this “painful”  feelings..kekeke)  and thanks to my mum (each injection costs 3++ is paid by her pocket $$$…)muacks~~~I love u mumm.. =) thannnksss..

     

    I wanna say “keep it up” to my eldest brother to his direct sales business. I can see him improvement in different ways really,  ganbatte ya..i’ll keep on supporting you and wishing for your dream come true one day =) & He is a good brother who always concern, support and give advises in my happiness and unhappiness things in my daily life..thanks to u..i promise you wont give up myself too easily when faces difficulties challenges in my life. =) <I MUST BE BRAVE because I AM GROWING UP!!!> Wink

     

    October 05

    突然累了..

    原来我只是突然累了

    原来我不说了

    原来我撑着

    撑到麻了

    what a day..

    Uumm..i planned to go to “pei xun hui” this morning..but..who knows.??.i;m not feeling well today!!..so...what can i do??

    i just stay at home alone and rest lo. (COZ my soulmate abandoned me..sobsob)

    ..heeee…luckily, .she’s  still got a heart one la Tongue out..coz she & mengchuan went & bought me breakfast + lunch + chocolate…

    thanks a lot ya =)

    hhhmmm, below is a list of activities for MYSELF 2day >,<

    • Listening music online
    • Playing online games (mario & district 9)
    • Chatting with friends at msn
    • Searching for journal articles
    • Facebook

    That is all my activities for my bOrEd Monday @-@


    October 02

    what??

    If one day the world is going to end, what will you do to fight till last breath????

    Hahhaa…why this question just strike in my mind suddenly???

    Yoooo…it may sound like a sadness quote…but..seriously get a think about it

    …uuuumm….

    my answer is....

    10

    9

    8

    7

    6

    5

    4

    3

    2

    1



     

    ”still thinking ---progress---”  =.=

    October 01

    kung fu panda said..






                                                                        kung fu pAndA sAid:


    Yesterday is a history

    Tomorrow is a mystery

    Today is a gift

    That’s why we call it the PRESENT










    September 30

    sorry..

    within these few days,  do i seems like a very difficult for my soulmate understand to me???? Hahaa, perhaps..errmmm…my brain really need more time to adapt to my “trouble” & get solutions.Otherwise, i will be crazy later. I  wanna say sorry because i break our promise to you &  left you go alone..wish you have a wonderful celebration with them..cheers~~





    searching 5 Criteria that most describe “me” ...


    Adventures?? Confident??creative decision maker???empowering?? fast learner??hardworking??innovative??knowledgeable??leadership??management skill??self- motivator?? Organize??proactive??responsibility??truthworty?? good communication skills??? etc…

    uuumnmmm,that’s all question mark in my mind while i want to apply for a part time job via online. Please fill in 5 criteria that most describe you..wa, it really makes me feel tough to fill in >,<  Reason: i don’t know which one element that i really do have with me!!!

    Seriously, I really don’t have any part time job experience b4, i just have my 3 months internship experience with me at beginning of year only…i know that during my internship period, i did not do a good performance in this company. I always felt like “ why things always go wrong with me.”?? unable to communicate well with everyone??? ha, it’s  really sad to say that, i feel useless & totally lost my confidence!!!!

    At first, the working environment that really makes me feel fresh and simple, but sometimes it’s not as simple as you think. You must always stay alert, keeping information & knowledge updated & always need to change with what’s the environment needs…!!!! I start to think why i’m taking this course earlier?????what is my purpose??my mind’s such appear confusing answers..haha~ these are all really stupid questions to ask myself during down and frustrated periods of low self-esteem.

    In between, i really learnt how is company manage to deal with events, how was my supervisor dressing and delivery effective communication skills in the professionally way when meet with a client & etc…I admit I’m no a fast learner and is the type of slow learner but I’m happy at the moments of experiencing through internship, although i don’t really how to express myself well la. (thanks to my supervisor again) =)

    # I know that I'm not a good PR..BUT, i  will strive to do my best & keep improving~#

    Yup..This is what i want to practice now..=)

    So, in this holiday period, the first step is in finding a part-time job. I needed to start approach to society and encounter with those my weakness ( i wanna kill them all out)  & intended to improve my self confidence and self esteem..and of course want to earn some pocket $$$$ lo..


    css..

     I spent almost the whole day yesterday with css junior members meeting..tireddd but happy ~they ‘re makes me remember last year when I participated in this society memories =)hahaha…I knew this society might sacrifice at a time of gathering with family and friends when preparation program for schoolchild event. But, I can really tell you guys, it is a meaningful learning and memories. Ganbatte to finish the mission of css!!! Don’t give up ya~~..Although I seems like already a lack of responsibility to do a follow- up tasks that what’s suppose I should do now…haiz…sorry to say that ,” I’m bad “yi jie” ..

    Yue hong said that will go for the second time to bukit tabur wor…is it real???????woh…I am desired to experience the adventure and  see  “ri qu” again…it’s so niceeee and syokk-nya….

    Nice knowing you guys (css members) and all my friends in my life. It is the most wonderful gift for me. Although sometimes we were busy with our own stuff matters in our life & seldom gathering together,

    but

    you all will always in my heart and miss you guys…

    September 28

    ^^

     

    if you feel moody, just go & watch humor movie..it really does help =) 

    >.<!!!

    Wuu..wuuuu…wuuuu.. rainy outside = my heart too..

    haiz..what I did just now???????i “apply” question with wrong answer..?????sobbbbb!!!!!!!!!

    i hope can still pass…blessss me…

    This terrible semester is finally finished. =)

    But, now I’ve left my FYP to go with me..haiz…anyhow, I want to give myself  a break first and hopefully I have a better idea to produce it. Bless me again..^^

     The All American Rejects wanna come live show in Malaysia..wohhh..it;s sure to be a  great night on sept 10 at One U Centra Park Avenue.

    I wish I can go..but don’t have people can accompany me..+ budget too…haizzzzz…!!!

    Y Y Y????????

    ermmm..you think  if I were working  as crew on that night, so great right coz  I can see the performance.

    God, i am willing to work as crew without pay on that night arrr…any intro ar?????hehehhe...



    September 27

    ..the rose..

    Life is a gift and you
     
    gotta learn to live it if you believe in love

    you gotta learn to give it

    Tryin to find someone

    whos kind is hard to do

    You want the love but

    you really dont know what to do

    Youre just afraid of

    someone breaking your heart

    You never learned to

    live you gave up from the start

    You felt the pain but
     
    it made you strong

    So remember no matter

    what you will go on

    ..have you ever..

    Have you ever loved somebody

    so much

    It makes you cry

    Have you ever needed
     
    something so bad

    You can't sleep at night

    Have you ever tried to
     
    find the words

    But they don't come out right

    Have you ever, have you ever



    September 26

    what i know now..

    Stella invited me to go watch G-Force movie today..but..

    i have already rejected her invitation!!! =(

    Actually I want to go…but again..my last paper will be on Monday morning..

    i;m afraid of my heart will “fly away” with me..hahaha…so SABAR!!!…

    hohoh...after Monday morning, I will get freedom pass again (play hard, sleep much &...) =)

    after rest a few days, i will continue my plan as I mentioned before….so, aza-aza fighting yo!!!!



    # Life should be like a game of cards
    You make a mistake
    Then fold the deck and start over
    It should be just like
    drivin in your car
    Get lost and your navigation system
    Gets you closer
    But there ain't no handbook
    You're on your own
    Got no instructions #

    September 25

    ..回到最初..

    当所有变复杂变难懂变苦涩时


    能不能回到最初棉花糖在手中的笑


    让自己放轻什么都能想


    要回到最初最自然最灿烂的笑

    September 24

    ms.siao...

    SOS…One of the "craziest" things lgw want to do now is….



    ---> She wants to go playground play swing & eat sundae cone ice cream …



    hahaha…=.=""""" Tongue out

    September 23

    >.<

    ....Something’s wrong with me today!!!!...

    September 19

    www.SURPRISE.com.my

    SOS…I am VerY vERy tired~~~SLEEPY!!! coz, I just slept around 3 hours only… BUT..i am very HAPPY =)

    My brother brings his gf back home as he returns for Hari Raya holidayssssss….a really big surprise for my family members~~coz..he never told them that he’s got a gf loll... naughty betul=) heeheee..anyway, my parent felt so happy..

    So, we (stella and i) sleep in my messy room together…paiseh-nya!!!  38 me of course keep asking lots of questions about their love story~~~kekekkeke..we keep chit chat…chat chit…chit chat….NON STOP till morning 6sumtin..hahaha~GENG!!!

    we sleep awhile then wake up..{actually I want to continue falling into my dreamland,..but I don’t know why me can still got such energy wake up, hehee}, so, we ate breakfast together & my bro said I am “meteor lights lamp”..lauehhhh..orang jahat!!!!!>.<!!!!!!!

    After we have finished shopping, we have lunch time 2gether again..kekeke..we ate durians. This was my suggestion!! This year (2009) I haven’t eaten one biji of durian in my tummy yet ler…so, how can I  missed out on “the KING of fruit” before end of year ler..yyyyuuuummmmmyy

    Hey bro, I’m really feel happy for you, because you oredi have meet the happiness in your life..:-)sweet2 nya~~~=)